Who and Why

I began singing opera because of Violetta. Now, I am going meet her.

Monday, February 14, 2011

The sweet spot (and no, I am not being dirty)

I went to a recital the other day and sadly, I was uninspired. I couldn't figure it out as it usually just takes me being in a room with a singer and a piano to make me feel alive. But this time- not so much. The voice--good, the pianist--good, the repertoire--good. But, was it musical? No. Somehow the singer was trying too hard and the pianist not enough and it left a big gaping hole in the recital hall. There was no "sweet spot." A"sweet spot" is a magical place where the singer is present and the character is present- both working together to tell a story. They are the process that unfolds in real stage time. I think it is what defines someone as being musical...which leads me to today's blog.

I have learned all the notes for Act III. I have translated it, worked the Italian in my voice and in the musical line, created phrases that make musical sense, and I read about Violetta and the muses to her legend. So, it's time to take that next step--to find that magical meeting point where technique just does what its supposed to do, the research gives me a base to stand upon and I discover that sweet spot that leads me to Violetta.

Frankly, I am scared shitless! I keep finding myself looking into other sections to learn. After all, I couldn't possibly meet her in ACT III! I have to start in the beginning, right? But, I know that is fear and I know that this part of my journey is the best part of the journey. I am only afraid I won't find it.

Deep breathe...one step at a time!